last night i packed all my darks in to the washer in great anticipation to wear my baggier  (read FAT!) jeans today - i am saddened the dryer did not dry everything thoroughly, and i was out of quarters, and it was midnight, far past bedtime - i lost beauty sleep.....(what i need to do is lose 5 pounds! )  this morning when grabbing something, ANYTHING to wear, i grabbed my cute jeans i hadnt worn in a while, OH!  and for good reason!  they were tighter than i last remember!  i squeezed them on and i looked pretty alright actually, okay, theyd work for the day...here we go!  sit, sit, sit....go grab lunch at whole foods...nice walk, feeling the extra few pounds im carrying, people are looking at me, am i crazy?  no, i'm getting checked out...is it because they think im fat or cute?  my  sister said unless i weighed between 3 & 600 pounds i wouldnt necessarily be considered obese....but i love in LA and anything within where you're supposed to be IS considered obese and i AM squeezed in these jeans today.....ah well, keep walking.....  grab sushi, eat there, so hungry, get up and walk back, oh dear, the jeans feel tighter, damnit!  now, here i am, at the end of my day....  sitting, ready to explode out these jeans, waiting to go home, directly home, without passing go....straight into sweats, loose ones, where  i feel pretty and thinNER!